What else is there to find out there? in this massiveness. SO mMUCH.
My fukin bike works,i fukin love it. cross county is nothing to me something i love to do. i want to brake out of these confounds of this city, it just cant end here like this. what is out there in this massiveness, everything and anything, things we can never start to believe or imagine, things weve think have gone extinct, still thrive. what was there and what is to come and what is being lost as we read this. ENDLESSNESS this world is and why am i still here i know theres beauty everywhere, i know there is beauty here, what can i do, i know that this isnt the enviroment i thrivein, i feel deprived in. this is endless i know theres a place for me somewhere. I know this isnt it, this cant be the end. As i ride my bike closer and closer to the brink of escapism knowing just on the other side a little bit further i can find something ive never seen before, something ive never heard before, something something something other then this.
As i come back to the place where i emerge out from i hold onto all the beauty thats so close to me, thats right down the street or right by that place after that show. Knowing that thier for me, just there, waiting for me to just go. And i will, going further and further closer and closer breaking more and more of that brink to escapism, cause i just want to be free. i want to see i want to breath and be able to catch my breath. i fukin love my Kensington bike it works!! i fukin fixed it. i fixed it not to long ago, and it fukin works. I strive to take care of it i dont want it to just brake, i make sure i carry it donw long flights of stairs. and that the tires are always filled to 60 psi. it fukin works. i ride it all over town. its such beautiful this bike. Im working on another right now. im hoping to get that running. and tommorrow night a bike ride on a falls night, and the breeze will hit me and the cities lights will put a hazy glow to the sights we see. lighting up the streets. and a show, a birthday party show for two beautiful people, one i think is such a nice person. shes a beautiful person. Such a beautiful night. i cant wait.
its not even here yet i cant wait!! I hope i make it through this night.
Ifukin love my bike. my Kensington bike, that works!